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I've had several migraines this month and was told some pretty awful news this week, as well as everything else that has been going on at work. I decided to drop the classes I was going to take this semester, because I just need a break. I'd rather focus on finding a place to move instead.

I wish I could shut my mind off here and there, because I'm always thinking too much and that just can't be good. I wish I could figure certain things out, but I guess only time will tell. I want to know if certain things are just in my head or not. I want to know why my left eye keeps burning. I want to know why people worry so much about me. I want to know why my family tells me the super important things all matter-of-factly. I want to know why my car whistles like a door is ajar, when it's not. And I want to know why I am always so tired but can't ever seem to sleep.

"Just a twist in time,

And you could be mine..."

-Savage Garden