All I want to do is curl up in a ball and cry. I've been holding so much in, and this has been one of the worst weeks in years. I've been to more funerals than most have been to their whole life. I've known more people dying of cancer than anyone should bear to know. I've dealt with more fights than a lifetime should allow. I've faced a world that doesn't believe me, and doesn't believe in me. I'm so tired of it all.
"But you're killing everything in me;
I'm done, there's nothing left to show--
I try but can't let it go.
Are you happy where you're standing still?"
-Jimmy Eat World, "Polaris"
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