I am sinking, but I'm still holding on. I've found that I can only rely on myself amidst this chaos, and maybe that is for the best although it doesn't feel that way now. I am still not sure how strong I really am, and I feel weak because I should still be thriving and really I am doing quite the opposite. I am wilting. I am suffocating. I am dying. But I'm still holding on, waiting for that tiny speck of light to finally come my way, so I can feel again. I just hope it finds me soon, because this is unbearable.
Also, I discovered this song a few weeks ago, and I'm in love with it. Well, I've heard the Outkast version of course, but never an acoustic version. Something about Matt's voice is mesmerizing, and the words fit perfectly for my current situation. This version makes me cry, both in a good and bad way. It's very much like a siren, luring me in no matter how much I might try to turn away. But it's fantastic, and I can't get enough.
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