so much is on my mind...

I found my Plus One CDs! It's a Christian band so most of you won't care. But anyway, their music has spoken to me so strongly since I first listened to them back in college. Their songs still make me cry sometimes (but lots of songs do).

I have so many decisions to make right now and like everyone, no way to gauge if my choices will be good or bad. I've been feeling stuck, suffocated, for the last 6 or 7 years, and I don't know how else to explain it but that music like this (not even just Christian music) sort of frees me again.

All I've been focused on lately is the desire to go back 4 years and make very different choices in my life, but these CDs reminded me that I have to accept my life up to now, and just focus on re-directing it to a better place. Like, "God grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change." It's always good to be reminded of that. :)

"It's not too late, it's almost over--

If you'll just wait you'll feel it lifting off your shoulders.
So keep believing, the sun always
Promises a new day;
It'll stop the rain, break the chains
And chase the pain away."

-Plus One